Everything around me is counting. The days are counting, the tests are counting, the homeworks are counting, the strength is counting, the world is counting.

That one just went up, but the other one went down. I’m drifting in the middle ground, trampled under the moving mass above my head.

Grease Grease Grease…. Itu mulu kerjaan gw tiap hari. Kmaren abis sneng2 di kelas, langsung latihan sampe jm 6.40an!!! Parah!!! Hari ini di liburan Nyepi. Tapi gw tetep masuk. Asik sih ktemu tmen2. Cape’nya itu loh gak ktulungan. Tadeo aje kmaren sampe teler gt gak ada semangat.
Track lari yang baru gak enak buat dipake lari… Susah lari karena lembek tanahnya. Trus si owen nendang kran sampe bocor gmana tuh yah kabarnya? Ayo smua latihan yg rajin!!! semesteran 25 putaran 25 menit loh!!!

Gila! Hari ini sekolah udah kagak niat ajah. Jm 1 pak DUAR. Bukannya pilih topik debat malah debat sama gurunya. jm 2 bakrie kosong, jm 3-4 cumi2 kosong jg. Jm 5 indra boleh lah. Bagi ulangan. Jm ke 6 paling parah. Masak si nung2 nilai nol ajah bisa dapet 4,5. Lucu gak tuh.

Blon latihan Grease. Apaan tuh mulai jm 6.30. Udah latihan ancur, koreo gak ada yang bner, ktawa mulu. Bner2 gak beres. Ancur amburadul. Tapi secara keseluruhan, kita masih hepi-hepi aja. Ini adalah satu hal yg aneh mengingat pementasan tinggal seminggu lagi.

TAI!!! SEMINGGU LAGI YAH?! PARAH!! UDAH DULU AH!

Gila! Hari ini cape’ banget latihan grease. Satu lagu bisa diulang berkali-kali gitu. Cape’ kita lompat2annya. Apalagi nyanyi nya. Udah deh tadi triak2 kayak orang gila. Mana tadi pemanasan disuruh ngangkatin alat2 musik lagi. Gw baru tau ampli itu berat banget.
Trus lu pada tau gak? Besok tuh latihan baru mulai jm 6 sore!!!! Gila gak tuh. Pulang skolah aja baru jm 12. trus mo ngapain di sekolah. Sekalian nginep ah. Siapa tau bisa ktemu penghuni malem2. :p

Tapi yah overall gue hepi sih. Bisa jadi ajang buat ngurusin badan. Asik juga orang-orangnya. Gila yofei, agil, sama jessica jago banget dancenya. Suit…suit…

Ya udeh gini dulu

Yes people. 17 years have passed since i was born in this big, hard, and scary world. 17 years is a very long time. But even i still don’t feel "adult" enough to face the world. I wonder… what is the definition of adulthood?
Three days ago, right on my birthday, i got a really nasty surprise at school. And there, i received the best present a birthday person can have. That is a friend who are willin to help me even when i’m in the deepest is stress condition. Can i call them an adult for showing care? And still, even they sometimes got into a stress condition.
Despite me not yet being adult, i feel that i’ve grown much since a year ago. And i thank God for giving me that chance to change through my friend. It has made me so close to Him. And therefore, has taken tha man out of me in sometimes. At that time is when I got my eyes open widest to the world outside of me. I got to know many kinds of people and befriend them, i found many new knowledge, and the most important, i think i’ve found and realized the Goodness of God.
all those past years i’ve been so far from Him, He still want to pull me into His Path.
So, even though i’m not an adult yet, i am much more adult than the child i used to be. Well, actually, i don’t think people can be a real adult. Adults cry too you know. We all grow everytime. We learn something new everytime. So we can never have enough learning. To me, an adult only means that people have more experience than me. And that doesn’t make them better than me.

17 years…. more dark times than good times, and more good memory than bad memory. There are still a lot of years to go through. That’s why i beg you my friends and families who read this, please help me through all the years in front of me. And all the way we shall be friends and families under the protection of our God. Together, we are strong.

PS: sori kalo inggris gw sejelek2 bagong:p senangnya bisa ngomong bahasa indonesia lagi

….BNER2 GAK ENAK kalo ada oknum2 tertentu yang mengacaukan CC. you smua yg di CC udah tau lah siapa, karena you2 pada pasti sama kayak gw, suka ngomongin dia2. :p
Anyway, walaupun CC udah boleh dipake lagi buat latian grease, gw pengen balik ke apartemennya si Lim nih. Leih asik dan luas, ada kacanya jadi bisa nyontek gerakan orang kalo lupa. :p
Mati nih gw udah mau mid blom blajar apa2 dengan serius, baca2 doang, asal2an lagi… biarlah. Pasrah aja ama Tuhan dan berusaha sebaik2nya.

Seven days and counting….

Fine… Fine…. No more pointless talk that nobody understand.
Hari ini koreonya tumben gak terlalu cape’. padahal biasanya sampe keringetan gitu. Mungkin gara2 gw gak pmanasan dulu kali yah, yaitu nyariin babu buat nyalain AC hall lantai 4 :p

Proyeksi udah selesai. oleh karena itu, saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih pada beberapa pihak tersayang. Yang pertama buku gambar karena tlah berbaik hati menyediakan tempat untuk menggambar, pensil pilot item baru yang membuat gambar proyeksi gw jadi aduhai :p, rapido merah 0.2, rapido item 0.3 dan 0.5 yang telah menyediakan tintanya, dan pen biru yang udah berbaik hati mau ditemukan diriku di kotak aqua latihan Grease :D. Tidak lupa pada jangka yang walaupun hasilnya kurang memuaskan, udah ngebantu nusuk tangan gw pas gw ambil, jadi kagak ngantuk.
Terakhir dan terpenting, syukur kpada Tuhan YME karena telah memberi gw kesalahan pada percobaan menggambar pertama shg gambar kdua berhasil dengan cukup baik.

Kok kayaknya sama kagak jelasnya yah isinya…….. Ya udah lah. cao dulu…

Gw udah divonis….. Biarpun minggu depan smua pada libur, gw bakal cape2an di skolah buat latihan CAB. Sial…!!! Walaupun jujur gw seneng juga udah lama gak nari :p