Gak disangka-sangka…. Semuanya dateng gak pake mikir… Tugas, ulangan, ujian nasional, aplikasi univ, cewe, xkul, mudika….. gw mikir apa yah tahun lalu? Mengira gw bisa mengatasi smua ini…

Apakah gw telah membuat satu keputusan yang salah lagi? Tuhan, semoga tidak…. Karena kalau ya, lebih baik bunuh diri. Brapa banyak telah kubuat kesalahan. Masak terjadi lagi???

Wow… I just met a fren from Polish and Virginia-USA. This is cool. Haha. I nevef thought that i could get all this. Play this game, frens, and meet people from around the world.
games.swirve.com/utopia

Yeah… This game really brings me back to life.

Today, the wind of change is blowing. So hard that everybody could feel and hear it clearly. Why I said that?
Today, Cumi got 9.3 in biology and 9.2 in listening test. Amazing, huh? No. It’s not amazing. It’s FANTASTIC! Coz it shows that he, too, has worked hard like everybody all this time. And all that is finally paid. Congrats , Cum. Try harder and you might even be able to beat Wez. I know you can do it. Hahahaa…!

Don’t be afraid to stand up again whenever you fall. You know what? Even a gold-medal-winner-of-national-math-olympiad like Toto made stupid mistakes. But i’m not going to tell you that here. It embarasses him too much. Too bad, To. Ahahahaa.

If I Let You Go - Westlife

day after day
time pass away
and I just can’t get you off my mind
nobody knows
I hide it inside
I keep on searching but i can’t find

the courage to show
to letting you know
I’ve never felt so much love before
and once again I’m thinkin’ about
takin’ the easy way out

but if I let you go
I will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me
will I ever see
you smiling back at me
oh yeah
how will I know
if I let you go

night after night
I hear myself say
why can’t this feeling just fade away
there’s no one like you
you speak to my heart
it’s such a shame
we’re worlds apart

I’m  too shy to ask
I’m  too proud to lose
but sooner or later I’ve gotta choose
and once again
I’m thinkin’ about
taking the easy way out

but if I let you go
I will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me
will I ever see
you smiling back at me
oh yeah
how will I know
if I let you go

if I let you go, oh baby

oooh

once again I’m thinkin’ about
takin’ the easy way out

but if I let you go
I will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me (close to me)
will I ever see
you smiling back at me
oh yeah
how will I know
if I let you go

but if I let you go
I will never know
(oh baby)

will I ever see
you smiling back at me
oh yeah
How will I know
(how will i know)
if I let you go

Alam….
Pernah liat alam di malam?
Bintang-bintang…
Bulan…
Angin sejuk menerpa wajah
Alam di malam
Tak ada yang tau betapa dalam
Kegelapan langit berbintang
Kuingin sampaikan salam
Untuk sang Penguasa
Yang telah berbaik hati
Memberikan sebuah kegelapan yang indah
Ya, kegelapan yang indah….
Permintaan seorang melankolis ini…
Tolong, tolong
Jangan dicuri dariku
Keindahan ini
Ketenangan ini
kesunyian ini
Yang telah diajarkan malam
Kepadaku.

Suara Pembaruan, Sabtu, 19 November 2006, halaman 10
Bush : Tambah pasukan untuk memenangkan perang di Irak.

WeHa : Go to hell… Ngapain lu nyuruh2 orang pergi perang. Sono lu ambil pistol n pergi ndiri ke Irak. Sukur2 lu ketembak mati karena dosa2 lu. Dasar penjahat munafik. Orang maunya idup tenang, nyante2 di teras rumah sambil minum kopi n baca koran kok malah dsuruh perang. Ni namanya kelainan jiwa. Gak beda sama Osama dkk. Udah kayak cermin ajah.
Gw kasih saran bagus deh. Lu klo mo perang, beli ajah CD Counter-Strike versi paling baru. POD Bot nya udah jago tuh. Puas2in deh lu maen tembak2an. Gw tau komputer lu udah teknologi tinggi. Bisa maen gem lancar gak kayak di komp gw yang masih nge-lag abis. Kalo engga, buka deh games.swirve.com/utopia. Sono bikin kerajaan lu ndiri di internet, bisa perang spuasnya, bisa bikin pasukan segede2 gaban, bisa dapet duit banyak2.
Ato lu mau dapet duit bneran? Kayak gaji lu yang gaban ajah kalah gede? Y udah lu kerja ajah di perusahaan percetakan negara. Tuh bisa megang banyak duit. Ato gak, jadi kasir ajah. Tiap hari kerjaannya megang n ngitungin duit. Hehehe. Asik kan?

Today, another bomb exploded. Location: A&W restaurant, somewhere in east Jakarta. Korban : 1 orang luka parah, diduga adalah pelakunya. I don’t know why he did it. But, man, this situation is really getting worse each day. Want to know what i’m thinking?

The name A&W was made in America. But the building of the restaurant, the workers, the hamburgers, the french fries,…. ALL IS MADE IN INDONESIA!!! The bread, meat, potato, even the sauce is ’sambal ABC’. BOMBING AMERICAN THINGS AND RESTAURANTS MEANS BOMBING INDONESIAN ASSETS SUCH AS WORK FORCE, BUILDING, AND MONEY!!! CHEMICAL SUBSTANCE IS FOR STUDENTS LEARNING CHEMISTRY…. NOT MAKING A BOMB!!!

BOMBING IN INDONESIA = KILLING INDONESIA no matter what the purpose is. PLease lah… I know you care for Indonesia. But please, don’t show it this way…. I’m sick of hearing people die everyday…. Why can’t all we all live in peace…???

Back to the main target. Code name : C2XG

I got soooo close to the target today. But… oh well… circumstances made me fail.

I’m tired… again…. Tired of everything. I’m broken. Like a ship wrecked on some unknown island. A storm is rampaging inside my head. All matters seeking my thought’s attention. Why must life be complicated? Why must there be life? Why is there questions? Why…?

Damn it… Time is running out… I have to go… I forgot. I can’t go. No, i have to… No…

Gw udah sadar… Gw gak akan menangisi hal itu lagi. Hal itu sudah hilang. Atau setidaknya sudah gw anggap hilang. Gw gak akan menangisi yang telah hilang. Gw akan mulai dari awal. Mulai yang baru…. dan berusaha lebih keras lagi.

Buat pembaca setia blog gw (emang ada yah??), ini bukan tntang CSaAC. CSaAC blom hilang. Gw akan perjuangkan terus. Gw gak bakal nyerah. Maju atau maju!!! Ga ada yg namanya mati!!!